January 2009
i am not happy. i hate myself for doing poorly in school, and it’s all my fault. i can’t blame anyone but myself..except for maybe in english,but thats another story.
ugh. my dad wants me to go to the philippines..but UGH. NO. fuck that. he says i need a change in environment. yeah, like the philippines is going to help. yeah,i’m away from my boyfriend, friends, family,...
i have been very sick. and upset. and i missed a lot of school. :/
but…i’m going back tomorrow.
i sort of want to be homeschooled. but then, i don’t. i don’t know. hm.
i like the new this providence stuff. interesting.
and i don’t know if i’m late on this, but wtf armor for sleep broke up? :{
big bear this weekend ! skiing, cause i’m a scared-y...
HOLY FUCK. bamboozle left 09 is going to be EVEN more amazing.
I am more excited for this than the ap tour. BUT omfg. jsdkfjs :D
PLEASE BE APRIL ALREADY.
gosh i love this year.
fucking lazy.
My dad is in the hospital, and hopefully coming home tomorrow.
I really should be doing homework.. but i keep procrastinating…and i’m fucking lazy. I have to write two papers for apwh (which are due next friday,which makes me procrastinate even more) and do algebra homework. I tried doing spanish homework last night…but i forgot words already! lol.
hmph. i neeed to pick up my...
